She has always smiled. No matter what she faced in days gone by, she could always smile—beautifully too, no halting, held-back concession to politeness. A being of light and love, she lives for music, gentility, and grace. (When I read her stories of bigotry and hatred on the campaign trail, she starts to cry.) She’s at home in the center of the universe.
Years ago before the dawn of current time, she had tickets to the opera at the Kennedy Center in Washington. I had psilocybin mushrooms left over from the Grateful Dead. A match made in heaven? Perhaps. At my retelling the other night, she who never touched the stuff flashed me the smile and laughed, remembering that I’d eaten them in the parking garage before we went inside. The opera was Wagner’s “Parsifal,” I think, and five acts long, but something doesn’t jibe. At any rate, the hardest thing I had to do was find the men’s room during intermission, the next was making something happen at the urinal. My primary impression of the opera, however, was that it had to be the shortest thing I’d ever seen— “That’s it? That’s the final act? It’s over?”—cementing forever in my mind the benefits of psychedelics and the arts. (That’s probably how I’ll be when my time’s up, if that day ever comes.)
“Let’s go explore that neighborhood where we’re gonna move,” she said a little while ago. I don’t prepare for endings, anyway, so that sounds fine. This is where it happens, and right now.
John, today’s post blew me out of the doldrums. Cherish the Life!
Very good to hear.
John, I always love your photos, but this is one of the most well-composed shots ever. Thank you for keeping my heart in El Norte.
It is kind of incredible. I’m not even sure what I did.
Move? You finally found a place?
No—this is more about attitude! But we sure want to. BTW, your comment startled me a bit, because my late sister used to call herself “T.” 🙂 Had to look twice to be sure it wasn’t her.
xxxx on your dear sister.